I think life's getting pretty interesting. Okay, not that life was never interesting, and it's such a great thing, that there are some changes. It's just that, everything is moving so quickly, it's amazing how people can catch up, maintain their pace, or just pathetically fall behind. Time and Faith are the challenges here. It's not whether you're strong physically, emotionally, or intellectually, but whether you have the time and Faith. This leads to me emphasizing my hatred towards countdowns. I can't wait for so many things to happen but at the same time I don't want to rush time. Because as I rush time, some things that I don't really want to happen so soon would come along. Rahhhh. So right now, I don't care whether the holidays are near or not, because I'm afraid of losing someone when it comes ): BOOOO. I feel so badly affected of losing some people when certain days come. I'm afraid of never seeing them again, I'm afraid, we'd drift, I'm afraid we'd forget. Yeahyeah, it's true that if she/he is my true friend, those days would never come. Then why am I so paranoid? Is it my Faith? Is it me? I think it's me, I'm the one who is patheticalling falling behind. And man, that's sucks. I hate being slow in realising things.

It's hard to believe
That I couldn't see
You were always there beside me
Thought I was alone
With no one to hold
But you were always right beside me
This feeling's like no other
I want you to know
I've never had someone that knows me like you do
The way you do
I've never had someone as good for me as you
No one like you
So lonely before I finally found
What I've been looking for

I didn't think that it was too late to realise it at the beginning of this year, but I realise how late it is, and that sucks, a lot. RAHHH. I hope it's not just me.

CIAO.